AkwardPixieGurl

Hey there all.
It's been WAY too long. I want to come back in the swing of things soon, but moving out of my parents house and having a broken laptop and no internet connection makes it nearly impossible. But don't give up on me just yet! Thanks you guys. Later.

I haven't done a meme in a long time. So I saw this one and thought.... why not.

Before I start that though I wanted to say OMG youtube. Wtf. I have 108 subscribers. I'm not bragging I'm just supriaed. At first it was something I did to kill time cuz it was kinda fun. Then it was something I did to keep my mind off other things. Now suddenly people watching me have grown in numbers, and as so often happens, now it's a lot more intimidating and I second guess myself before posting anything. I am glad I got into making videos though. I really enjoy making videos of events and videos such as that music video Johnathan and I made much more than I like making vlogs. One other thing, I'm working on buying a copyrighted name for my photography so I can really start up a legit business out of it. Does anyone know how one goes about doing that?
Okay...... meme time.

SCHOOL CONFESSIONS
[x] Talked back to a teacher.
[ ] Been kicked out of a class.
[ ] Worn your pajamas to school.
[ ] Had your tooth fall out during school.
[x] Gotten yourself lost in your school.
[x] Broken the dress code in your school.
[x] Completely and utterly failed a test.
[x] Left your class without asking anybody.
[x] Missed a whole week of school for something stupid.
[x] Thrown up your lunch in school.

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[ ] Argue with your parents a lot. (idk what counts as a lot)
[x] Argue with your brother(s) a lot.
[ ] Argue with your sister(s) a lot. (don't have a sister)
[ ] Do your own laundry.
[x]Cook dinner once in a while.
[ ] Are loud and obnoxious at home.
[x] Wear pajamas when you are not going to go anywhere.
[ ] You sleep in very long.
[ ] All you do is watch television/go on the internet.
[ ] Your parents are divorced.
[ ] Your family makes you cry a lot.
[ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you.
[ ] You can't stand being with your parents.

FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[x] You currently dislike one or more of your friends.
[x] You are jealous of one or more of your friends.
[ ] You have known a friend your whole life.
[x] Your friends are all taller than you. (one friend lol)
[ ] You have been ditched by a friend.
[ ] You have memorized a friends phone number.
[ ] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number.
[x] You have been to most of your friends houses.
[x] You love most of your friends. ( I love all my friends )

HABIT CONFESSIONS
[x] You bite your nails.
[x] You have an odd obsession with knives.
[] You cannot sleep with the door closed.
[x] You cannot sleep with the door open. (I REALLY hate having my door open at night!...)
[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand.
[] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers.
[x] You are good at telling lies. (I hate to admit)

LOVE CONFESSIONS
[x] You currently like/love someone.
[ ] You want to kill one of your exs. (KILL seems a little bit extreme)
[ ] You can't stay committed for an unusually long time.
[ ] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily.
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you self-centered before.
[x] Your ex has dumped you for another person.
[x] You don't want a bf/gf at the moment. (I don't need one, I'm marrying my love <3)
PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[] You hate George Bush.
[x] Gay marriage is fine by you.
[ ] Boys make better friends than girls do. (eh, sometimes)
[ ] Pink is an ugly color. (i hate pink)
[x] Needles aren't so horrible.
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal. (not sure. never tasted human flesh. xD)
[x] You have plenty of secrets.

"HAVE YOU EVER" CONFESSIONS
[x] Fallen up the stairs.
[ ] Had your shoelaces tied together.
[ ] Had a nail fall off.
[x] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul.
[x] Slapped someone across the face.  
[ ]  Killed someone.
[x] Worn something inside out for a whole day.

Uuuugghhh well VEDA is over finally. Though I must say I did enjoy the challenge! I don't really like doing devart journals that are full of self-promotion, but well....
A couple of things....
I wanted to share this music video because we worked pretty darn hard on it, so if you would go and give it a look it would be very very very much appreciated!

www.youtube.com/watch?v=0cf8Wy…

Also, on my most recent deviation, there's a link to a video on which I sketch out, ink and color it. So if you are into that sort of thing, giving that video a view would also be very much appreciated. (:

Hmmm as far as life update.... Well, not much to report. Things are kind of at a stalemate for me right now, and I'm just trying to figure out what I'm going to do with my life as far as a carreer goes. I think I've kind of screwed myself. I thought I had it so figured out but it turns out I really don't.. And now I really don't know what I want to do anymore. So while I figure it out, I will continue video making and such as a hobby and maybe occasionally draw something.

Another thing though. I miss the hell out of my friends. All of you guys that don't live near me anymore, at least you got to go and have your own lives. I'm so sick of living at home. I know people always say "you'll miss your childhood and living at home" well of course living on my own will be MUCH more difficult, but I really want to get my life started. I can't seem to break OUT of this childhood life I'm stuck in, no matter how "adult" I may feel some days no matter how on top of my life I may feel I'm just not. I'm so ready to start anew and get the hell out of my parent's house.

Because of this I'm also thinking of getting a second job. I can't afford to save any money on what I'm making now and so again it makes me feel like I'm in a spot I can't break out of in my life.

Anyways... Back to work for me I suppose.

Happy Wednesday!

They just might.
I have to admit that even though a lot of the time when I make videos I'm just sending virtual feces into a giant video hosting toilet in which no one really cares about the "crap" that I post, in some strange... bizzare... unexplainable way doing it really has helped open up my personality in regular daily life. So I'm thinking I'm going to do a daily thing.... A lot of it will probably be boring, a lot of them will probably be short considering that I never have time to edit lol but hey I'm gunna give it a shot. I think it will be good for me to have something I can commit to every single day. Anyways that's all for now. I posted 4 videos today if you can believe it. They were filmed at different times, but still I managed to get em out there. Hope that you enjoy them if you watch them (:

Braces are off yay! www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWXTWU…

MerryNewValentinesMonth www.youtube.com/watch?v=nrl5Kl…


Let's play assasins creed www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeNsig…

Johnathan original piano mix www.youtube.com/watch?v=skDp5c…

Till next time

May as well continue our pattern and do mine

1. Relationship status? Engaged
2. What I want for valentines day ? I don't really care I just want to be with him. But since our anniversary is the day after valentines day, we sort of merge the two ^_^
3. Who has my heart? My fiance ♥
4. Am I a jealous type? Yes
5. Favorite Food? I LOVE those biscuit things at red lobster <3 also the crab and shrimp. Basically seafood/chinese food.
6. Ex I trust? Marcos
7.Favorite candy? CHOCOLATECHOCOLATECHOCOLATECHOCOLATECHOCLATE
8. Last time I cried? um yesterday
9. Favorite song? I dont have time to try and choose
10. Something I hate? Stupid girls. Actually stupid people in general that do it for attention.
11. Longest relationship? 2 years
12. Who I miss? My friends
13. Best guy friend? Zak. Frickin miss the crap outta that kid.
14. Best girl friend?
15. Last person I texted? This girl Tabitha who owes me money for the pictures I took for her.
16. Addiction? MLPFIM
17. Something I love? Laughing
18. Favorite thing I have? I'm running out of time here... One thing is the fairy porcelin doll I got in Dallas (that I saw when I glanced up just now)
19. Eye color? Green
20. How tall am I? 5'8'' ish
21. Do I believe in love? Yes, but I don't think I believe in "the one" anymore.... Even though I have found my "one", I don't think I believe that there's only one out there for everyone like I used to.
22. 5 things in my room? If I look directly ahead there's a stuffed llama, the fairy doll I mentioned, my camera, and some butterfly decorationson my wall, also a clock.
23. Favorite holiday? Christmas
24. Birthday? 19th of January
25. Did I ever fall in love? Yes.